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[Mar. 24th, 2005|12:00 am] |
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well tonight i went out with susan and kelly. Going out in York can sometimes be interesting. It was good to see the girls and spend some time with them. I came home for a few days b/c i was going crazy in Cola. I get so bored there b/c I never have anything to do yes i know i should get a job but i dont feel like it. I think this will probably be one of the last journals b/c i plan to stop writing in here all together. I believe that if you really want to know whats goin on with me you can just ask instead of trying to be sneaky and reading it like some people. And to a certain someone...... I thought I said I couldnt speak to you anymore and didnt want you in my life so why are you still trying to see what Im doing? If you are still that interested then hell just talk to me. I feel like we havent talked and thats what I wanted but apparently you are so interested in what I'm doing. So be a man, grow some balls and just email me or call me or something or quit reading the journal. Its that simple..... |
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| GRRR |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|01:04 am] |
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So I told you to your face that I never wanted to see or speak to you again... so why they hell are you still reading my journal and checking my pictures???? It's starting to get old. If you want to talk to me then do so, but quit trying to see what I'm up to. Damn............. And you know who you are....... |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|10:35 am] |
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well i havent updated in a while so here goes. My birthday weekend was okay. Connie came up Friday and the usual drunkenness occured! Saturday was not so great. I had to recover from Thursday and Friday and it was supposed to be icy and such. Ended up just staying in and doing nothing Saturday but it wasnt too bad. I've been going to class but I only have class Monday and Tuesday nights so that isnt bad at all. So last night me, Andrea, Anne, and Anne's friend Michelle went to Platinum. It's one of the strip clubs here in Columbia. Well it was the Men of Playgirl night. OH MY GOD. There was this one stripper that was absolutely gorgeous. Plus when he came out he was wearing a cop's uniform. You know how I am about guys in uniform! Well anyways, so this other stripper came up and was giving us all lap dances and damned if that guy didnt put money down my shirt and put his head up there to go get it. I do believe that I was in shock. That was a first. haha. It sure was an interesting night. I just hate that I forgot my camera. Well thats all for now. Must get homework done before class. |
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| 2 years |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|11:47 pm] |
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I can't believe that it has already been two years. You would think that by now it would be getting easier to deal with and yet it has to an extent but its still hard. It's like everything reminds me even when it probably shouldnt. Oh well this week may be a tough one. My bday is this weekend and I guess I should be excited but I'm not really. I dont know if anyone is coming down or what. I hope some do though. It would be great. Anyways going to do some work now so that I dont have to do it tomorrow. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2005|02:35 am] |
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So tonight I convinced Laurie and Andrea to go out with me! First we started at Monterreys and had margaritas and then we went to Sharky's for pitchers. They ran into some old friends of theirs so we sat and talked to peiple for awhile. It was nice just to sit at the bar and talk to people like Con and I used to do a long time ago. We took Laurie home and then Andrea and I came back to the house and just sat around talking for awhile. been thinking about alot of stuff lately and how things have changed over the past few years. Maybe Im just drunk and writing nonsense but i've done some thinking and I think im finally okay with the past few years. Now I guess Ill go to bed. Nothing to do tomorrow but sleep!!! |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|01:59 am] |
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if you are so interested in what Im doing and whats going on in my life why dont you just talk to me???? |
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[Dec. 25th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
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well christmas is finally over. It was okay I guess. Spent time with the family and stuff like that. I dont really have much to write about, well I do but Im dont feel like putting it on here. I just guess that things change and you have to learn to deal with it. and it sucks, but oh well |
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[Dec. 12th, 2004|11:40 pm] |
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Finals are finally over. Now just have to wait on all my grades to be posted. So far 2 B+'s. Back in York for a long time. I don't think Im going back until mid January. I may go back for New Years unless something is going on here or somewhere else. I felt like posting but I really dont feel like it now. Just not in one of my best moods these days |
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| agghhhh i cant study |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|05:18 pm] |
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So i'm sitting here trying to study but its almost impossible. I have my social psych exam tomorrow and i have to make a decent grade on it but i cant focus. I went to the grad school today to try and get my classes fixed for next semester and of course i was there for a few hours and then i find out the one guy i need to talk to is in a meeting. GRR.. so ready for saturday to get here so that I will be done with finals I have one tomorrow at 2 and then one saturday at 9 and then im done! I really hate finals week because I find it so hard to focus.... oh well trying to get it all done! |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|11:28 pm] |
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Well No news.... so Im guessing that its a bad thing. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2004|11:39 am] |
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Well today is the last day of classes! But then its finals week. Not happy about that one. I went out last night with Liz. It was fun but I was extremely tired for some reason and came home early. So much work to get done this weekend. I have to do my Education Lesson Plans and I have my history final on Monday in which I still havent read the novel for that one. I took a big risk the other day and still up in the air about that one. Hopefully it will be worth it! Oh well thats enough for now, I think Ill go read my book and get ready for my last class of the semester! |
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|10:53 pm] |
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Don't really know what to say but SAD. |
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| whew! |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|10:00 pm] |
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| | "Ding Dong the Witch is Dead" | ] |
Goodness! The past few weeks have been really crazy. Between being stressed out about grad school, stressed out about classes, and the normal stress I've been stressed out. It was good to get out of Cola this weekend. Connie and I went up to Clemson for the game. Well the game sucked but at least I got to see Susan and the other people. It was insanely crowed up there. It was good to get back here Saturday. Connie and I went to 5 points and it was just like old times. I swear that girl brings out the craziness in me. But thats a good thing. This week is a little stressful. I have a paper due Tuesday and a presentation and I havent even started the paper. Im supposed to have a book read by 9 am tomorrow and thats not going to be done. Oh well Ya cant get everything done on time. Excited about going home for Thanksgiving. Hopefully some old people will be in town!! Well I should get to reading and stop bsing on the internet! |
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| YAY! |
[Nov. 11th, 2004|10:17 pm] |
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So for good news for a change... I got into Grad School! Yeah so excited. But it also makes me realize that in a year and half I could have my own classroom with 25 kids... wow.... talk about reality. so scared. anyways everything at school is driving me insane. the end of the semester is always crazy. So much to do and not enough time. In york for a few days. working tomorrow so i can make a little money so i can actually pay my bills. Get to do some christmas shopping while im here too! Next week is Clemson Carolina and I think Im gonna go up to clemson although I dont have a ticket for the game. we'll see. well thats all for now... maybe Ill update later... and to a certain someone if you dont stop teasing me you will come to regret it!!!!! |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2004|04:18 am] |
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well its 4am and i just got home... damn what a night! so con told me that i wasnt posting enough journals and she didnt know what i was doing so here is a journal... went out tonight... started off okay and then i drank beam... that could have been a bad idea but needless to say i was drunk. saw shorty's friend brian at KK and that was good! so this week was horrible so much work and i had my grad school interview. i think it went okay but not sure. anyways this next week is just as bad. so apparently the thing to do these days is get engaged. it seems like everyone i know is getting engaged. i keep wondering when is my turn? i had the weirdest dream the other day where i dreampt about an ex who will remain nameless and that we were back together. I found this really odd because i havent seen him in a long time and we havent really talked in awhile... hmmmmm interesting... i think I just need him to come cuddle!!!! (haha the person should get that im talking about them!)anyways going to bed now so i can possibly get some sleep. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2004|08:03 pm] |
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What a crazy past couple weeks. It seems that all I do is study. And that is just not cool with me. I have had projects and books to read and test almost everyday. Thank god I get a little bit of a break now. This past weekend was absolutely insane. Thursday night was a normal thursday. Got way too drunk, had a semi-drunk-breakdown and then proceeded to drive home when I definately shouldnt not have been behind the wheel. Friday I was a trooper and went out again. It was much calmer than Thursday. Saturday night was one of those nights. Heather was in town so I got see her and if ya know Heather and me then you know we had a good time! Sunday was supposed to be recovery day but Connie came to town. Went out to eat and then down to 5 points. Liz came with us so it was like an old roomie night like last year. I was really fun to just chill at the bar without a million people around. I love the not busy nights! Well we came home and I was supposed to be up and in class but I didnt make it. This week hasnt been too bad. Only 5 books to read, a paper and a quiz. Im in York right now so I can work tomorrow to make some money seeing as Im so broke its absolutely pitiful. Well Andrea and I are going to get our Halloween costumes Friday. That should be interesting. If anyone wants to come to Cola for Halloween let me know. It will be an crazy night!!!!!!!!! |
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| hmmmm |
[Sep. 27th, 2004|06:30 pm] |
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Interested to see how this pans out! |
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[Sep. 15th, 2004|11:54 pm] |
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GRR to being bored.... Ive been trying to do my Grad school application but each time I start Ive forgotten something else. I think Im driving home tomorrow so I can pick up the puppy and puppy sit since the parents are going out of town this weekend. Oh that should be fun... The chihuauha with the German sheppard, black lab, and other big dog... HAHAHA |
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| What a weekend! |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|08:49 pm] |
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This weekend was crazy. Thursday night I met up with Katy and Laura downtown. Totally crazy time! I have so much fun with those girls. Friday I didnt make it out of bed until about 7 pm. Yeah it was that bad. So Friday night I didnt go out b/c I was way too exhausted. Yesterday was the first home game. Went out tailgating and then in to the game. My poor feet still hurt. I dont think I will ever wear heels to a game again. Got home last night about 1030 and Katy called asking if I wanted to go out. Well at first that was a negative b/c I was dead tired. But then roomie Andrea wanted to go out so I was like why not. So we made it out about 1130 and went to Pub on Santee first. Not so sure how I liked that place. It was different. Then went over to Sharkeys and then of course KK. Had to pretend to be lesbians so the creepy guys would leave us alone. There apparently was something about the guy with foreign accents last night. But anyway we got home and passed out. All day has been resting up and trying to get some work done. Cant wait for this week to be over and this weekend to get here!!!!! |
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[Sep. 8th, 2004|10:53 pm] |
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It's Wednesday night and Im in York. HAHA I know I have to quit coming home so much. Actually I drove home today so that I could work tomorrow and make some money. I now make $2 an hour so why not work when I have the chance. This weekend is the first home football game! Cant wait! Even though I didnt get a ticket and had to get one from my gramps. Im convinced there are too many freshman at school and they all need to leave. I overslept this morning and missed my first class.. not a good thing seeing as I was supposed to turn in a project. That was the first class I've missed so far this semester. I was doing good!
I got to talk to someone from my past about a week ago and I think it was one of the best conversations I've ever had. CLOSER is a wonderful thing. It was strange talking to this person but at the same time I had missed talking to them. It felt good to get some things off my mind and tell em how I felt and stuff. I just hate that it took us both so long to get the guts up to talk.
Sure am hoping this weekend is good. Hopefully the game will be decent. |
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